i am giving up..

restore..

the smiles are back restored.. :)

now i can feel it again inside me..

the great lesson learnt.. :)

"bersabar,berdoa dan redha.."

the head now need to get back on track..

final paper is awaiting this friday..

rajin Nadia rajin..jgn malas!

sunshine...dont run anymore,promise me..

love you lots..

nothing is able to compare with you..

my one and only..

susah senang kita bersama..itu janji kte..

sayang..
tawu nape org kate muka kita similar?
sebab senyum kita sama..
nape senyum kita sama tp kita berbeza?
sebab kita ada satu senyum yang sama bile kita di satu tahap gembira yang sama..
kenapa mcm tu?
sbb hati kita sama..jantung kita pon beating sama-sama..
apa hati kte rasa, awk boleh rasa even kte xbgtawu..
apa awk fikir, kte boleh agak even awk xcakap..
kte boleh tipu org lain,tp kte xpnh bjaye tipu awk..
kte boleh lari tp xpnh boleh lari dari awk..
sbb awk adalah saat kte..minit kte..jam kte..hati kte..bulan kte..
and nyawa kte..
hati kte da kenal hati awk lama..
hati awk da kenal hati kte lama..
dah susah untuk putuskn satu chemistry yg magic tu..
awk selalu tolong org ble org susah..
hati awk baik..
awk xpernah tiggalkan kte sorng2 ble kte susah..
awk kate awk tawu ble kte x okay..
awk boleh rasa..
terima kasih sayang..


kte sayang awk..
byk dah kte ngn awk face..tanpa sedar..
susah byk..sakit byk..gembira byk..
dan kali niy..kte akn terus bersama awk..
untuk sama-sama kuat dengan awk..
untuk sama-sama tabah..
untuk sama-sama cari senyuman yang hilang..

Al-Fatihah..

Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yg beriman..
walaupun xpernah bjumpa tapi hati yakin beliau orang yg baik..semoga kebaikannya di dunia dibalas dengan kenikmatan dari Tuhan yg satu..takziah buat keluarga, semoga hati tabah dan redha menerima ujian Allah yg paling berat ini..

Al-Fatihah..


hati terasa sangat nk balik Malaysia to be with you..sad to knowing you sad and unable to hold you tight..

im in Florence!

Chao..

im now in Florence,Italy..o ppl in here called it Firenze..

finally got the internet connection. okay la ade gak PC nk transfer gamba..huhu..pic da beribu2 lagi setengah jam jalan mesti da xmuat mmory..huahua..

nothing much to say as yet since the days are yet come to the end..still have half journey to to..

but yeah..

we went to San Marco area in Venice yesterday.the place where all ppl dream to go..yes,it is a beautiful city..we called it bandar terapung sbb the whole city covered with small sungai even in between bangunan..i'll show you the pics when i return to cork..things to be highlighted in here is we jumpa lots of Malaysians yesterday..so like kantoi a bit when we 5 were talking in malay about 'mamat tu'.. :P

nnti update lgi!

till then peeps..

chao!

cubic...rrrriiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnduuuuuuuuuu!!

winter break..

here is just a list of my travel schedule..

didnt have enough time to put everything on details, i bz nyah~

14 Dec 2009 : Dublin, Ireland

> 15 Dec 2009 : Milan, Italy

> 16 Dec 2009 : Venice, Italy

> 18 Dec 2009 : Florence, Italy

> 21 Dec 2009 : Rome, Italy

> 24 Dec 2009 : London, UK

> 27 Dec 2009 : Liverpool, UK

> 29 Dec 2009 : Cork, Ireland

the rough idea..

ntah kenape kali niy hati aku berat sgt2 nk pgi, excitement tu da ade tp xtawu nape mcm nyawe niy cam berat sgt2 nk pegi..doa-doa semua bejalan smoothly..selamat pegi dn slamat balik.. :)

see you guys in 2 weeks time..

to mak and abah, angah pegi xshopping..xde dwet da..dwet tggl dlm saving future angah da cilok 300euro..Y_Y ketahuilah anak anda disini miskin *hint2 mintak dwet niy* doakn angah selamat pegi,selamat balik..angah syg mak abah,along n dayah jgk..regret sbb xdpt tgok mak ngn abah before pegi..angah xjnji bley msg selalu sbb angah seriously xrase i have enough to topup my phone credit,ngn roaming lg..maybe i can online tym kat airport..

to cubic..selamat start sem baru this 20th..sorry i wont be there to wish you luck..tp know tht awk slalu dlm doa kte..take care yourself,make a good adjustment..new sem,new semangat..xlama da awk nk grad so keep your mind focus..i'll be back in 2 weeks time with the heart full with MISS YOU..doakan kte selamat pegi and selamat balik..kte syg awk.. :)

peeps..

pray for my health, pray for my safety..may i see you guys again in 2 weeks time..

you,please know this..

it has been one year or more now..lots of things happened..not all are sweet but mostly were not bitter either..since the first day i almost lost you,i knew that i cant live without your support..i couldnt breath knowing that you were disappearing..your absence ensured me something,my feeling..the heart unable to beat without the other pair..im glad i made a good dcision..im glad i fought my weakness before..
now..
the hearts beat as one, the souls think as a pair.. 
i didnt know that i was able to penetrate into your mind,but now i can..im now able to speak your unspoken words, predict your unspoken thoughts..
....and finish your line..
i never thought the bond could be this strong..
i never thought the relationship will develop so fast,this fast..
...from stage to stage..i nearly cry when you told me that good news,i just couldnt believe myself tht my prayer had been answered..thank God..


it has been a year and some now..
and my love is never lessen..
i miss you even more as days passes..maybe separated is what best for us at this moment,so im accepting God fate and pray we will stay strong and never give up this feeling because of time and spaces..


may the number wont stop counting..
and may the plans run smoothly..
and may the love wont stop blooming..


please know that you are the reason for my days..
the reason for my heart to keep beating.. 

pening nak letak title..

fuuhhh...fuh!
*tiup habuk.. :P*


greetings~
winter exam is over..neurophysio exam went well..a major breakdown made it delayed for 1 week and an unfortunate miscount made it nearly got delayed once more..worth keeping the heart beats for the 30mins rather than living in adrenaline for the next 24hours..fuh!
Neurophysio is down now!


i had periodontal clinical lab this morning..this was the 2nd session after last friday..this week sickle scaler is once again used with the additional to curette introduction..this time my thumb is no longer cramped but a lil bit awkward to hold the sickle scaler in the beginning..but Alhamdulillah all went well except for i keep imagining how am i going to work IN the mouth for the whole of my life..it is interesting..and sometimes disgusting *wuu~* but the major part is to work totally with the control of thumb and wrist for the whole day throughout the life..Y_Y xpe laa..as for now my aim is to pass the examination by the end of this module to be able to start my clinical in the next Sept..
*one more thing in my head..how am i going to examine my patients' mouth tym pregnant nnti?hahaha..in advance tot :P tp btol la..since the chair top where kepale patient tu tletak will be somewhere on top my peha,so where to put the prot belon?:P*
Periodontal lab is done! *as for this 1st tern*


what do these mean?


it means WINTER BREAK is started!hooyeaahh~!!
i went to Istanbul,Turkey last winter break..so where is my next destination?Malaysia!!!hooo NOOO!!huhu..i will off my exam fever if i will be going home this winter..its ITALY where i'll be off to.. :) yup, lots of ppl wanted to visit Italy..but,hurm....i am yet feel the excitement..maybe because it going to be too long..from Dec 15th till Dec 24th..isnt it long? it is..i dont have the i dea what clothes to be put inside the luggage..i dont want my luggage to be heavy tho..it going to be hard for me to carry my rucksack..since im thinking of sticking to my earliest plan declining the trolly beg as the luggage..but..it havnt been fanalised as yet..tengok la,kalau byk sgt kene gak la bwk trolly beg..hurm..hurmm..malas ayam gler nk tarik2 beg..aish~
second sbb aku malas is that i miss my cubic..so damn much..em,mmg la we text while he is home but is that i miss to see him..he'll be back in college on 20th while i'll be off at 15th..and will only be home on 29th..wuu..it  will take ages after he's return baru aku able to webby him..aish~ dont like this..
thirdly..xdak dwet da..adui laa..im not sure where did i invest my money to..okay,one is to my study table..two to fan heater third to...that are all..adey2..i dont even have new winter coat this year.. Y_Y i want one..but xpe la,maybe i can cilok2 60 euro from my saving account to buy the new winter coat..em,ke xpayah?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ape2 la~
the point here is..excitement tu blom dtg lgi.. Y_Y
maybe lepas farah and lipe hang here tomorrow,excitement to induced ke..harap2..i dont want to spoil others' mood..
try nadia try!


till then la peeps..
malas suda mawu type..i need to make up my bed,trok sgt da mcm gajah guling da tu..plus the Blue Histo nye assesment kene cover till the week i return..aish~ i tot abes da exam..


*i xmo update blog niy sbb i syg my last post yg kat bwah skali before i update this post.hahaha..so now post to da ade kat previous page..ishh..*


**i'll come back with one topic..motivation is in my head..or a topic about life..

one non-productive day

few days before PL2033 assessment day and yet this situation came..tuhuuu...this is not what im suppose to be tho.few days to exam day i should be hurrying up to catch up with those little-little things i missed or forget..huh..but i be the other way around.today is relatively waaaaaaaaay unproductive day than the day i got my adrenaline.hurm...

sbb arini ari sabtu dan smlm ari jumaat ke? Y_Y hurm...

i tried to sleep to bring back my mood since sleep has the ability for mind re-order.but i couldnt sleep.felt like having a twitch at the back of my head..felt like pulling off my hair at the back..huhu.please can someone do it for me..i just need a head massage for a couple of second and i'll ensure i'll back on track..huhu..how that irritate restless twitch override my sleeping trial..T_T torturing...

i want to finish revising..i want to finish reviewing the neurophysio lectures..ohh please...

off you go stress..stay away for me for couple of days and you are free to come afterwards during my winter break..ohh my...actually,i dont even sure if i am now stress..feel like everything is okay enough for me to get stressed out.yeah,a lil bit of tense knowing that im yet master the auditory and vision chapter, add some more with the homesickness,cousin-sick, and bf-sick a bit.erm...but i tot i handle it well..im sure i wasnt lying to myself that im okay with all those things..ayooo...come on la nadia,why so restless??nak kate malas bukan..i wanted to study but bnd2 just cannot fit in anymore..
xpe la..

hopefully tomorrow will be my one fantastic productive day of mine so i can make it a wise use of speedy zone..hopefully it will..

saya ada sedikit sakit-rumah

taken on the 2nd day of Eid Fitri..

KLIA

this was taken when we were sending off my cousin,Sheereen off to Cuba persuing her study in med..wonder how she is now..hope all go well..

*i am homesick*

this is some part of the family without the monsters, busy-cousins, and those families which unable to come..looking forward for the next summer break for a great family gateway like we had previously in Cameron Highland..

"Friends go but family stays.."

:)